Terus tegar [EDITED]

i'm back to my beloved place. all is good. whatever hassle and misfortunate event that took place since last night, i'll just keep it to myself. refer tajuk cukuplah.

anyyyyway, go and grab urself a musical kad raya yang lawa-lawa; latest album anuar zain pun best gak and post it to

4/42 Evelyn St
Clayton 3168
VICTORIA Australia

thank you.


'When you're feeling down, did you know that you can change it in an instant? Put on a beautiful piece of music,or start singing-that'll change your emotion. Or think of something beautiful. Think of a baby or somebody that you truly love, and dwell on it. Really keep that thought in your mind. Block everything out but that thought. I guarantee you'll start to feel good'
~The Secret~

-jumpa orang.

-makan ikan bakar

-makan chinese food (aaaa nakkkk!!)

-Eyes on Malaysia

-jalan-jalan tengok fashion ape kat malaysia. kalau rajin, boleh beli.

-nak tengok teater!! nak tengok teater!!

-psstt, sightseeing kat putrajaya??

but the best event was actually the karaoke session. I wanna put forward a plan to celebrate my birthday there for this year. cheers!

Whadda !?

Apology for keeping this space dusty as i am pretty occupied in here.

well, to date (3 days away from flight back to Melb), i've got

1.Nasi kerabu-beli dekat pasar malam
2.Laksa-ma masak boleh, beli dekat pasar boleh, makan kat Laksa Shack pun boleh
3.Tembikai- WAJIB. nanti nak try buat watermelon shakes jugak.
4.Cendol-ikut hati nak makan yang dekat penang, last time 2003 kot. tak dpt situ, memana yg sedap pun ok.
5.Sambal ikan keli-ma masak
6.Asam pedas ikan patin-ma masak
7.Manggis-WAJIB dan WAJIB
8.Nasi lemak-ma masak
9.Mee goreng mamak-of course mamak yang kena masak
10.Yong taufu-pasar malam
11.Chicken chop-ajak abg ngah pegi mkn kat uptown mcm last time
12.KFC-abg yu belikan or pegi cari sendiri
13.Satay-abg yu belikan
14.Gulai tempoyak-ma masak
15.Pasembor-berangan pegi penang

i'm sad i didnt get to feast on manggis =(

R.O.T.F.L

I never knew i could actually slap someone literally, through an sms. ahhh, it felt soo goood. smell of victory;)

no lah, i wont spill it out here. it's not gonna be fun anymore if i chose that way. but i could see a few of u smirking and laughing knowingly. thanks girls, for sharing the 'joy' of showing an idiot what's like to mess around. innocent my feet!

drama swasta ok.

Since then...

I stop thinking about the problem because i know there will be way to go through it. i believe Allah will either give me solution or strength.

I stop thinking about how and when, i just let it happen. if it doesn't, i dont wince either. too much of emotional excess baggage for that.

I stop caring for just anyone, but only those who gives meaning in my life.

I stop giving thoughts about other's issues, unless those who have done the same for me.

I stop feeling guilty for what the heart say, instead i simply accept and expect happyness.

I smile at the fleeting thought of the one who missed out , and say 'YOUR LOSS!'

I get rid of 'what if' or 'if only' in my lines and thoughts.

I feel sorry for those who write and say that their life is full of misfortune, it's almost like they welcome the sadness and misery.

I think the status is indifferent than any other. who knows, it's the only chance to flirt gift to explore the strength in self.

I got closer to the Creator because i simply need to believe and i let HIM make happen.

Miss Farina, may Allah bless you for the book;)

Welcome back!

Salam Ramadhan to all. Have a meaningful one, insya Allah ;)

Crossroad.

After a small talk with her, i felt relieved. guiltily. it's like an invisible load was taken off me.

Oh dear, i feel bad at the same time. hopefully it's not gonna hurt.

I wont question 'What if?' either. It's not fair for me.

rasa hati, tak boleh dipaksa kan?