selamat berpijak di bumi yang nyata=)

...happy mother's day,ma. i wish i'm home*sigh...

...temporary, sigh...

been quite some time since i last wrote more-than-a-sentence entry....hmm, cant comment on that..i'm fine, thats a sure!

one thing leads to another and tadaaa, miracle happens....'ve been hearing lots about this since years ago..n rite now 'm pretty sure most of my frens if not all are experiencing the sweetest time in their life....looks like ppl are moving, fast! big liar to say this thing never bugs me...often if not always:) errr, i'm struggling for words so to keep it short~my prayers will always be with them, may all the happiness lasts...

... countdown, yesssss!! eheh, the only thing that keeps me going for now:((

..my body's not functioning very well lately, sigh...

how's thing?? pretty good;) guess i'll try to keep it this way till next month or so..cant afford to be cranky n off-mood, need to re-prioritise:p ...i see no point in pondering wistfully over the past, move on with life!...also, so much things to look forward, i'm all excited!! errr, am i making any sense here??
basketball +netball t+fusion class +weekend in evelyn st+occasional outings with frens+phone calls to my parents & sis=happy!
so now, where's my fish(es)??:p

hmm, m*nyet mane ntah yg pegi buat misscall pagi2 buta..nak kata silap no pun xkanla pukul 3 pagi...nak call balik pun xleh sbb xde no appear...odd! surely not my family coz dah kul 1pg kat mesia...blerghh, nak marah sungguh sbb kaco time tido!

eheh, not too bad...at least i scored a few despite the lacking & deteriorating skills, hmmmm:( ..., good news~the girls are planning to have it every weekend, so yeay yeay!! netball? also going well, tho it took a while to get used to higher-n-smaller net:p next in the list will be the fusion class, saturday noon..hahaha, best!

"love is sumthing that returns" ~ Sta!rways to Heaven~ * now stop rolling ur eyes:p.

basketball court, 830 tomorrow...hmm, boleh main ke lps dah bape lama x main nih:( rasa cam dah xde skill langsung..ok oww!

hmm, i've been addicted to watermelon since small & my bro even nick-named me coz of that...red & sweet, so irresistable!...sadly tho, my binge often left me feeling unwell, feverish, sore throat & watsnot..that was not until last year(?) when i 1st noticed.. n this time around it wasnt even half of wat i used to have ...so not happy:((

also, 've been feeling worn out & restless...even 8-10 hours of sleep doesnt do any good*sigh...worst part- its got nothing to do with my work a.k.a not a productive week for me*sigh....i'm off...

down the lane...

2001, during my college-year...had a voice message
" cik (my name)...today is my birthday, why u never call me?"sad small voice...huhuhu, how can i forget to call him on his big-5 day? not intentionally coz i remembered making a mental note earlier that morning but somehow it didnt stay long in my head..i was soo upset with myself & feeling guilty...called him right after that, but he refused to talk to me... was told by his mum that since early in the morning, he'd been saying he wanted to talk to me...n no one else ...but i just missed it:( anyhow, made up with him the next day, talked & entertained him=)

2004..summer hols
"hari nih, cik (my name) jgnla pegi mana2..dudukla rumah, main dgn syak!r.." and i've got to meet my fren in a few hours' time..alamakk, cemana nih"hmmmm, xpe2...kite pegi kedai...pastu cik (my name) keluar, syak!r mainla ngan sy@hman" tunjuk muka masam, ahhh sudah..."cik (my name) selalu keluar, tinggal syakir sorang2 xde kwn nak main..."huhuhu, he's right..i've been going out to meet my frens during my stay most of the days, the only time left to spent with him were early morning & at nite *guilty*feeling very bad about that, the best thing i could do was to treat him at the nearest groceries & gave tonnes of "wahhhh, terrernye" on his drawings in the sp!derman's notebook;)

i.r.r.e.s.i.s.t.a.b.l.e , rite?

was on the phone with my sis..

"...dia ade dua ekor kura2 kat rumah tuh...kecik jeh..pastu nak kasi mkn la..k sya kata dgr dia ckp 'eat..eat'..."
"hahahah, boleh pulak.."

isk, budak kecik sorang nih...dlm mls nak bckp, boleh plak dia suruh kura2 tuh makan..memilih eh:p

okeh, berangan nak ade pets jugakla..tp ape choice yg ade utk haiwan yg x menggigit? ikan ok x??

wayar seterika terbakar...baru lps iron baju...silap sediri sbb x tutup suis, main tarik jeh wayar tuh kononnye nak cabut..ade fire kuar from wayar, sib baik x sempat kena tangan...lama tergamam tgk api tuh, baru berani nak switch off the suis...hmmm, mamai & terkejut, x terkata ape...kalulah terkena electric shock sorang2 td...

of all the things that i'd wanna stay away, did i mention the twisted stories? ppl shuldnt go at full length telling this & this...when actually the opposite things are taking place...it doesnt make any sense....why not be honest..its either saying the meant things or not saying at all...simple!...t.r.u.s.t....

s.h.i.e.l.d.

how not to miss him??:(

hey u sin chan, talked germany with me yesterday, had me laughing out loud... cant understand a word that u said but still, lighted up my day=) ached to see u in person,hmm...


n this my other dearly-missed neph's...:((

AKU INI…ADALAH DIRIMU
CINTA INI…ADALAH CINTAMU
AKU INI…ADALAH DIRIMU
JIWA INI…ADALAH JIWAMU

RINDU INI ADALAH RINDUMU
DARAH INI ADALAH DARAHMU

REFF : TAK…ADA YANG LAIN..SELAIN DIRIMU
YANG SELALU KU PUJA…OUO…
KU…SEBUT NAMAMU
DISETIAP HEMBUSAN NAFASKU
KUSEBUT NAMAMU…
KUSEBUT NAMAMU...

DENGAN TANGANMU…AKU MENYENTUH
DENGAN KAKIMU…AKU BERJALAN
DENGAN MATAMU…KU MEMANDANG
DENGAN TELINGAMU…KU MENDENGAR
DENGAN LIDAHMU…AKU BICARA
DENGAN HATIMU…AKU MERASA
REFF…REFF…REFF…REFF

hmm, SATU...best kan lagu nih?

"si yam dgr lagu siam,HAHAHA!"

oh yess, thats my fav line in S3P3T*big grin*...enjoyed that scene, reminded me of home..us the girls...chinese series...dawn:p lucky now they are showing earlier or later than 7pm, gehehe!

got it from a fren after my fortnightly-doses of netball. really enjoyed watching it & i guess having good company just make it nicer;) not the lovey dover part that capture my heart but the family bits..mine u, 'm not referring to the *closed eyes* scenes...ppbbbhhtttt! but towards the end of the movie,sumthing happened thats soo not me:p reckon its the letter that she finnally read... anyhow, thumbs up to the film maker who just know how to make us the far-far-away kiddies to miss home badly:(( 'm gonna get one for myself, to add collections of the charades's lines :p

counting the days..friday, to be with teleng & co ;)

...hmm, do women really have the 6th instinct??...
p/s updated fotopages;)