8am-5pm

hmmm, never thot that time could fly thisss fast.. i kept losing track of time, i.e i thought today's thursday instead of tuesday and i hardly have time to sit down and do nothing (not to say that i dont do leisure stuff, heapsss;p) in a way, this is to compensate the 'gala time' i had last week but i'm not complaining at all, in fact i enjoy every bit of the day..workhaholic? maybe maybe not. the self-worthiness and satisfaction is just too rewarding, plus i found myself less guilty over my slack in managing time. tiredness is a sure thing but i'll live with it.

its a blessing that i dont get much pressure from the superior colleagues in the hospital to perform like a genius cos i AM NOT, and they acknowledge the fact. most of them expect mistakes and want us to learn through the mistakes, which is so reality-check. another reason that keeps me contented with my clinical experiences.

also, i took a simple approach to ignore ppl's words about the worst-has-yet-to-happen-this year..i've had enough of that in the past that this time around i just snap back whenever ppl started on it. not smugly but exasperately. pls, spare me the whine and let me experience it myself, for whatever stressful-crazy-time-you-claim-it'll-be-for-this-year. i'm trying to be positive here and all i ask for is either some 'you can do it too' or shut up say nothing at all.

this might do for this week..

7 WEIRD habits

ok, i'll do this one first...

1. kalau sebut 'alamak', mesti tangan letak kat tepi kepala...gaya seseorang yg pelupa=D

2. i LOVE to tag along with my parents in the car when i'm back home..doesnt matter where and for how long, i'll be more than happy to be at the backseat and enjoy my solitude.

3. as i mostly occupy the co-pilot/passenger seat, i often lost in my own thought during car trip. thats why ppl shuldnt ask me for direction or assistance in tracking the road..i'm hopeless due to the above mentioned.

4. enjoyed bersila atas kerusi, tak kisahla tgh makan ke, tgk movie ke, buat kerja ke..kaki mesti atas kerusi, err bukan atas meja yer=p

5. kalu tido, mesti selubung sampai ke kepala...worst come to worst kalu takde selimut, akan guna bantal..it runs in the family

6.suka makan pedas tp tak tahan pedas..hehehe, macam kalau masak ramai2 akan pesan 'masak pedas2 tau'...pastu mesti kena balik 'elehhhh, nti sape yg tak tahan pedas???dia jugakk'..ngaaaaa

7. i have this ability to sing a song with a new lyric. composed spontaneously. usually it comes about when im in the middle of humming the song and something happened...hahaha

having said all this, pls dont give me that weird look=p

i wanna tag...............................7 lucky link-ees ( as in those in my link list, ok;p) who havent done this. feel free=)

Love means knowing when to let go....
' Even when the relations between us had been strained, he had always been my shield, my guardian, my greatest ally. Even when we bickered and fought, even when i had dissapointed him or let him down, i had always been secure in the knowledge that we would still do anything for me. now all that was gone'- Man and Boy.

damn, i got tears in my eyes when reading the last few chapters..

Nothing significant...

so i'll just ramble, ok. lets see, i declined two invitation for today...one was to play badminton and another one was to watch movie. sorry mates, i just wanna stay home today and enjoy the last day of SUKOZ(hahaha, i culpritly changes the abbreviation to show my much Annoyance (notice the capital A??) with the tv station and sports commentator). plus i've had too much fun these past few days up until yesterday, so maybe i need to settle down a bit and get back to study..tho i hardly finish a chapter for today due to err hot weather and usual laziness..

few days ago, F asked me this caught-me-off-guard-question, i bet she'd been asking the same question around and got diff views and ideas. as honest as i can be, i still thought that the answer was pretty LAME.hohohohoho.. . we talked a bit more about it ..so she said for my case, its the perseverance . dictionary defines it as to continue trying to achieve a particular aim in spite of difficulties ...mind u, she's been listening to me for all this while to come up with that big word *nodding*.. may that kind of person still exist;)

finally, i completed the template..

sms...

biasa je. tadi danish cry masa dia tgk kartun. dia pun g kat danish buat ssshhh ngan jari dia. bising kot. tapi tak boleh dia 2 org tu. takut dia kiss adiknya...

alahaii, rindunyaaa=(

Howdy Mate: Tabik pelajar kita sanggup ikat perut untuk beri sokongan(source: Berita Harian)

SEMANGAT sekumpulan pelajar negara yang sanggup mengeluarkan belanja sendiri untuk hadir di Melbourne untuk memberi sokongan kepada kontinjen negara di Sukan Komanwel, sememangnya sesuatu yang amat dibanggakan.
Pelajar ini bukan saja daripada kalangan pelajar di Melbourne tetapi di serata Australia termasuk Darwin, Sydney dan juga Perth, semuanya dengan hasrat yang sama - memberi sokongan kepada atlit negara.
Ada yang sanggup menaiki kereta api selama 12 jam dari Sydney ke Melbourne dan kemudian menumpang di rumah rakan. Tidak kurang juga yang terpaksa mengikat perut untuk perbelanjaan perjalanan jauh serta tiket pertandingan kerana sedar temasya sebegini bukan datang selalu.
Sudah tentu peluang untuk menyaksikan atlit bertaraf dunia beraksi tidak mahu dilepaskan apa lagi sesudah berada di negara Down Under ini. Apa lagi berpeluang untuk melihat pemain negara secara lebih dekat, tentunya ia sesuatu yang lebih menarik.
Pengorbanan pelajar sebegini wajar dihargai oleh kontinjen negara atau atlit yang bakal menyertai pertandingan di luar negara pada masa depan sama ada dibalas dengan keputusan terbaik atau sekadar menghabiskan sedikit masa untuk beramah mesra dengan mereka.
Kerana mereka inilah peminat sebenar yang sanggup berhabis dan berkorban masa demi sukan negara, tidak seperti sesetengah pihak sekadar hadir kerana syok sendiri menerusi tiket percuma.
Bagi penyokong yang bernasib baik, ada yang mendapat kemeja T Harimau Malaysia yang diagihkan kontinjen negara tetapi untuk penyokong sejati seperti mereka, ia bukannya keutamaan walaupun pasti bersyukur jika mendapatnya.
Seperti kebiasaan, masih ada VIP mahupun orang yang menganggap dirinya VIP serta anak-anak mereka yang hanya sanggup berhabis untuk membeli belah tetapi ‘menyusahkan’ pihak lain bagi mendapatkan mereka tiket percuma menyaksikan Sukan Komanwel ini.
Lebih pelik, kelompok ini hanya mahukan tiket acara yang menjanjikan emas seperti badminton – mungkin sekadar mahu kelihatan berada di sana kononnya merekalah peminat sejati.
Jika dilihat latar belakang kelompok ini, rasanya mereka berkemampuan untuk membeli tiket sendiri tetapi nyata lebih gemar menggunakan saluran tertentu bagi mendapatkan keistimewaan sedangkan pada masa sama menafikan hak orang lain yang terpaksa menyerahkan tiket bagi diserahkan kepada kelompok berkenaan.
Terpaksalah juga pengurus pasukan skuad badminton negara, Ahmad Mohd Idris terkejar-kejar menguruskan tiket dan menyerahkannya kepada ‘si-peminat’, sedangkan tugasnya adalah untuk menguruskan pemain negara.
Bagi penulis, kelompok seperti ini ‘sendiri mahu fikirlah’ sebelum terus menjadi bahan ketawa di kalangan media dan pegawai sukan.

...makan cili? rasa pedas?hehehe, nasiblaaa

click here for more pics & review on the game;)

and in NST..

The action didn't stop, and Kuhan gave the Malaysian fans plenty to shout about with another goal in the 58th minute to draw level, and suddenly, a victory over Pakistan looked possible....

Mum-daughter telepathy....

Last nite, i contemplated to make a direct call to my mum using handphone coz i ran out of calling card but knowing she wasnt home at that time, i cancelled the plan.

This morning, i felt a bit uneased and planned to sms her out but didnt....i simply forgot in the middle of rush.

This same morning, i received an sms from her..

'Rindunya lama tak dengar berita...'

oh my my, guilt almost numbed me...its actually less than 2 weeks since i last called her, a bit of record as compared to weekly doses of call last year..

MALAYSIA BOLEHH!!

look at the colourful background...

Malays!a started off with 1-0

Then Pak!stan scored to make it 1-4

Later the score was 2-5

We managed to catch up till 5-5

But they scored an extra goal not long after our 5th goal =(

Nevertheless, we made it to the semi-final, wohooo!!!

It was a GREAT game..full of adrenaline rush and i'm mostly amazed by their fighting spirit, despite the blazing hot autmn.

As a result, i only have a photo of them in action. too busy cheering with the clan=)

Proudest moment after the match...

Going crazy?

It feels like i havent studied hard enough and yes, this thought can be quite stressful. Not that i fancy the idea of studying 24/7 but i think i shuld be doing a bit more. shoot. this doesnt make me feel any good.

crapp!

A QUICK ONE...

In the middle of this impossible schedule, i managed to get myself another hockey ticket for Melb'2006. Its Malays!a vs Pak!stan, tomorrow morning. Tutes/Clinic/Theatre? err what're all those?? nyehnyehnyeh...

In less than 24 hours, i've been tagged by her and her ...errrrrrr you ppl sure know how to dig in my deepest darkest secrets??=p

This is what weekend's all about...

for saturday,

before the match...

during the match...

Msia 8- 0 Tr!nidad & Tobago...C0mm0nwealth Games, Melb0urne 2006

after the match

...and for sunday

binge time at kak sajar's house;) my tummy must've stretched out for that day...hehehe

Elated...

i'm ecstatic about the upcoming events for this weekend. so much so, i feel lost amid the excitement,ngaaaaaa....

Melb0urne 2006

I'm so gonna enjoy this =D

Mumba Festival...


worst thing: i forgot my camera=( i guess, Dory is really my middle name..heheh

'Too Much Pride Can Kill A Man'- Daredev!l

Warm hearted

A: nasib baik la aku ada kawan macam ko ngan To*e..
A: apa korang cakap sangat make sense pada aku
A: thanks a lot yatt...
A: ko tak tau how much it means for me..

sometimes it doesnt take all the sweetest talk to make ppl feel appreciated. this one will do for me...

Little dreams

~> For my final year (insya Allah) it'll be great if i can do my selective block in UK/Eire and then spend my holiday block of 6 weeks to travel and visit my frens.. hmmm, so much for dream comes true =D The only things that make it a bit tricky now is to get permission from my parents and to find someone to be my company, otherwise i'm game.i know, the other tempting destination would be Msia but at the moment i feel like going places ...

~> I'd love to stay in melb for another year or two after the graduation. Its not that i dont miss Msia and the ppl (plus the FOOD) but again, i feel like doing something more over here..work experiences and watsnot. so Nisa, i feel you about making this decision (tho i might be lacking one individual to think/consider about =p)

~>I dont think practising medicine (insya Allah) in East Msia is a bad idea altogether. hehehe, i must've gone crazy to say this but i'd like to have a bit of feel living in sabah/sarawak for some time. its more to prove my survival skills i guess ( as if i havent spend enough time away=p ) and get to know other ppl...could've been influenced by some reading about ppl's adventures as well..

~> this one, i'd like to keep it to myself thank u=)

we'll see how i go about all these. doesnt matter if none comes true, at least i know i've lived to my dreams until then..

=D

wheee, i'm done with the Core Curriculum's notes *sigh in relief*

wheee, i borrowed another 4 storybooks from JM's library.

wheee, i slept for more than 8 hours last nite *gulp in guilt*

wheee, i'm gonna continue on reading Ten Teachers' book.

whee, i bicycled around the neighbourhood this evening.

wheee, i have these dreams i do not wish to let go just yet.

wheee, i'm happy.

=D

12:30 am

and i was wide awake, laughing and joking around with the housemates.

Z: nih apsal tak tido lagi nih..
aku: (tersenyap)
Z: ohhh, patutla dia takde kelas esokk..cett
aku: ohh, cakap dgn aku ke?? hahahaha

Saje-saje...


Down under collections, tho some are specially brought from msia;) but now all are safely kept in the wardrobe..takut habuk nanti;)


these two who often cilok my space to sleep..bak kata L, bear tuh lagi besar dari aku..hahaha, mmg penyibuk pun dua2 nih, penah jugak terfikir 'hmm, sape yg nak tido sebenarnye nih??..' =p



hehe, bunny choc nih aku dapat mase dekat2 easter last year which was around April from a tutor.. tapi aku sayang nak makan so ingat nak simpan dulu..simpan punye simpan, last week baru noticed balik and decided nak makan..so adela dekat setahun dia jadi hiasan kat study table aku..comei!