Shrug

Did we realised that life is fair?

often, we looked hard at the closed door forgetting to turn around. not really forgetting i suppose, but we took time really slowly since. anyway, what we may realised lying close or waiting to be cherished ;though would not be as great IF the door is still open, but it is as good as it can be. even if one person left and nobody comes in return, the rest of things has not changed. people who wait for you, things that makes you smile, strength inside you. almost everything. ok, i admit time does not heal the pain but it leave it numb. agree? so, it's ok. it's just. ok.

one after another, trying as it could be. maybe we should stop wondering what has our bad doings or horoscope go t to do with this, instead close our eyes and face it. if HE has been graceful to us with all the endless blessings, HE hold the right to test our faith in HIM to see how unconditional our love is. sometimes, we are too spoiled with greatness of life that we are just afraid to walk through the opposite path. what we need to do is actually remember HIM and HIS promises. only then, HE will lead the way for us.

sometimes, all we need to do is to wait a little longer. sometimes, all we got to hold on is belief.sometimes, all we learn to live is to appreciate.

my wonders of shopping brought me to this. when i realised that inside the bags were

items i have fallen in love and longed to have but couldnt afford when i first saw; but it was like waiting for me to be found the second time i picked with tremendous slashed out price,

items i didnt see it coming because it has been taking too much time to find the right one that my heart agrees before,

items that i searched high and low for the love towards others,

items that i has stop hoping to find cos the previous ones never looked nice on me and didnt satisfy my liking.

items that i spent because my heart just said so, with no reason but leave me feeling over the moon.

our life works that way too. patience and destiny tells.