mixed feeling, honestly...even at this point, i cant say much about it :p..blergh, am i being paranoid ? maybe if this is to happen earlier, i feel happier & sure of what i'm gonna do next...hmmm, life is never easy aite? there'll always be sumthing that stop u ...

the stigma & 'typical' notation...somehow i'm not in favour of getting such remarks from ppl...i find it very intimidating & nasty...thats y i'd rather stay away...*sigh

well, should be posted later, not sooner..