stuffed up*sigh. thot that my bad rural experience last year would be the last,having to deal with racism watsnot ....somehow these ppl just dont know how to show some respect towards others, feeling superior over the other,huhuhuh... especially this week, particular person keep on pushing others to do thing her/his way...with the pbl thingy, accept any constructive critiques , but when someone starts talking too much & make it sounds as if others are doing crap...thats rude

again with the grup assignment for critical observation...with only 7 students in this hosp, 5 are in the same group=all excluding 2 of us..left with no choice but do it in a group of 2.. annoyed with the whole thing, as if we the international students are nothing but a bunch of idiots who know nothing more than what they know & hopeless in doing stuffs...bitter!! for this year, a lot of things i've sacrificed but these kinda attitudes just put me down..make me wonder how am i going to survive the rest of the year...i dont mind all the workload, fair enough..but when ppl started being nasty & selfish, hell with them...

i'm not a superwoman, never dreams of being one...i wish for someone to be there for me ...to listen to my words & cheer me up...to convince that i'm doing right & goin to be thru with the hardship.someone i can depend on & appreciate me no matter what....sorry, this last para is a bit out of topic:(