i dont look happy.i am not happy. bitter. very bitter, indeed. few times i broke down into tears & feeling better after that. i suprised myself for not being strong & off-control. hmmm, they asked for the reasons but nothing came out from me. i kept way too much to myself. THINGS.this and that. let them out, tell me how??

mid-of-the-year was never good time for me. when things were falling down on me.when ppl messed around with me, testing my patience. when i couldnt accept the change around me. when all the last mins plan screwed me up, leaving me off-guard & feeling crappy.

and i cried.