Promise to self

i shuldnt promised myself about what u call it melodramatic entry cos i'm about to break it.

i cant say sorry, can i? rite, it could've ended in a better way but nothing's worth mentioning now. i gather that what's said is said and i have to live with it. i'll try. after all i'm selfish, i can say hurtful things in a breeze and i have known that all along. thats why i dont deserve a lot of things and i'd rather be in my old shell. back 6 years ago.

this isnt ayat pancing to draw sympathy. this is just a writing to say that i know it could've ended in a better way. thats all.