trying times....n i've got another half of the year to bear with this feeling...from the 1st day in frankston, i struggled emotionally to adjust myself to the changes...wish that i could share how i felt with someone else...the lonng waiting for weekend to come so that i can go back to clayton, counting the days...the lonely nites that make me feel miserable & stop me from doing work...n i do hate myself for being grumpy nonsensely....ya Allah, pls pls make me strong ..

n ppl, i'm sorry for this stupid crappy entry:(