*Urban WeeK*

heh,for this week and nx week, meddies are split into 2 groups, half go to the rural placements and another half stay here(me!)..doing more clinical stuff, which also mean less class:p but tonite i need to struggle a lil bit for my assignment~CPP critical learning incident analysis..due esok by 5 pm..almost done tapi byk nak kena edit kot...isk2, actually dah kering idea nih!!

today i had only 2 practical, first aid which lasted for 3 hours(ZZzzzzZZZ!!) n later on venepuncture. this time we had tha chance to be the real blood picker-pickee aka amik darah colleagues..hohoho!! memula dgr demonstator explain on how to do it, masing2 cam belatuk la dok angguk, paham la tuh kononnye. then praktis kat dummy arms..well, its always easier seen than done. 1st trial kuar aa 'blood' tapi lps tuh x kuar2 dah..adoi!! then we paired up for the real thing..hehehe, lucky me coz aku dah penah buat injection kat sorang patient mase GP visit last year, but i do felt shaky...yolah ko nak buat kat tgn anak org wehhh!!:p dahla steps dia quite bykla jugak tp it was still ok..lagipun we did it under the supervision of the nurses so bile nak buat tuh mmg diorg akan ade kat sbelah...managed to draw some blood from my partner lagipun vein dia sgtla visible...but mine wasn't that obvious..pity her for having to do it on me..hmmm, dahla aku nih agak 'expressive' so time dia tgh cucuk tuh aku terseringai sakit...i felt guilty for that, coz dia pun dah mmg cuak2 pastu aku pulak pegi 'sengih sakit' which aku spatutnye x tunjuk sgt expression tuh kat depan dia..frankly mmg rasa stingy pun tapi aku suruh dia go on and turn my head away..mmg b4 nih for any injection i dare not to look at my own hand..

hah, dah abis buat kat partner aku tuh, tetiba rasa sonok plak, cam nak wat lagi skali:p tapikann....hmm, aku rasa guilty plak kat partner aku coz..aku x kasi dia kuar awal coz dia kata dia x nak buat,pastu bile dia buat aku ter'expressive' the pain...huhuhuhuhuh!!aiyo, rupenye dia mmg ade appointment tapi aku x tahu, if not i would have let her go n come back again. my intention of urging her to stay is so that she give it a try coz kalu x buat skang bile lagi kan????

i dun think she will read it but anyhow, just wanna let her know how sorry i am.....