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IN LIFE, there are enough times when we are disappointed, depressed and annoyed. We don't really have to go looking for them.

We have a wonderful world that is full of beauty,light and promise.

Why waste time in this world looking for the bad,disappointing or annoying when we can look around us,and see the wondrous things before us?

I believe that WE ARE HAPPIEST WHEN we see and praise the good and try our best to forget the bad. Nobody's perfect but we can find perfect ness in them to change the way we see them

some ppl would say that this is toooooooo ideall ...dont u think so?

1.laptop(tick)
2.cheque from MAR(tick)
3. pathology book..erk..(tick)
4.cd to be posted to liyana(hopefully today)
5.meeting a fren from uia(tick)
6.dentist appt(ermm, depends)
7.burn the cd's(hopefully by tomorrow)
8.....(cross)
...drained and havent fully recovered from the cold..n now the headache..had it almost all the time...nauseated...the small letters, moving things, lines, foul smell and any kind of smoke..hmmm!

...futsal.went to watch my bro..old boys' jenan vs macoba..wish i could be in this kinda env in the future, getting together in a fun n loud way =) erm, maybe not futsal but any other sports could do:p

... my return flight to melb? hopeless coz i'll be travelling alone all the way from kb to melb...never made a scene at the departure before..erm not sure though about this time:( would have stuck in KLIA for 6 hours but thanks to syu(muahss!) for allowing me...*miserable n grumpy*

fell sick twice in a month is a bit too much rite? last time, it was bacterial infection that caused me annoying sore throat..cant even swallow a thing..n now its common cold (hai mr virus,hello!)..complete package of fever+headache(esp bile sujud)+sore throat+cough+runny nose and a bonus of sexy voice...darn!!gasping breath...so i went to see the dr ( if only my mum didnt instruct me to do so:p )...same doctor..same routines...same illness and same medication(well, almost)..*sigh*
dr: mcm burung kakak tua*grin*
me: aaa??(clueless)
which later i knew that it means hoarseness..hampehh punye dr! i felt very pathetic with the list of things i have to avoid..

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while waiting for adik at her new school in KT, i saw this familar-but-not-so-familiar face walking to the hall..before anything, he came to me smilingly and greeted

teacher:macam kenal jeh nih..

me:heheh..* what else can i say:p n i cant even recall the name of this teacher

teacher: tapi kat mana yer?sekolah dulu?

me:saya dulu ser! puter! cikgu...

teacher:haa, betullah..mcm familiar jeh tapi x ingat kat mana..kamu kat mana skarang?buat ape?

me:erm, kat australia cikgu, amik medic, insya Allahh...

teacher:ohh, dulu kamu brass band ke? xpun main basketball?

me:hehehe..tak cikgu

teacher:kamu batch mane ek*then mention an unfamiliar name

me:eh takk..batch fatma naz!hah(wink..wink)cikgu dulu keluar tahun bila?*erk!

teacher: tahun 97.. then saya pegi sesma pastu dtg skola nih

me:ohh, saya tgh f3 masa tuh...

my mum came n they talked for a while..TRUE, i'm just a PLAIN student back in SSP so 'nope' to both famous questions of band or bball members,hehehe..after some thinking, i figured that he's En fauzi

hmm, this isnt the 1st time actually..happened last year in my cousin's school during the registration day..untill now, all i'm sure is that she's a band teacher and from kelantan , but i couldnt remember her name..she recognised me 1st and then came the question" awak nih dulu main band ke?"another one was pn zan!sah (warden!)..again,those 2 fav q's ...hehehe, no i'm not ;)

okeh, tomorrow i'll be meeting the MARA officer at the HQ to demand some convincing explanation about my cheque and if possible get it done by next week:( huh, telephone never works with these ppl kan?:p then only i'll do the laptop thingy ...pray hard that everything will be fine;) till then ppl..

so my dear l!yana turns 23 today.eheh, happy BIRTHDAY!! well,my wishes for ur happiness in life...n stay young eh;) thanks for everything..love u loads!!
us...shared the same dorm for 3 junior years but never really close back then..not untill we sat next to each other in f4..when everything began..n lasted till this moment....so take care n see u when i see u=)

eidul'adha..meaninguful coz i'm home =)heheh, xdelah biasa jeh raya kali nih..nama pun raya korban tapi bestnye sbb dpt dgr abah takbir..pastu lepak2 kat rumah melayan sedara mara sambil tgk tv..makan LAKSA n ketupat..hmm, kali nih bykla jugak mkn ketupat cicah gula melaka..dulu2, nak makan satu pun susah..xpun dah abis musim raya baru teringat yg ketupat x mkn lagi :D..the next day tuh barulah keluar rumah pegi sekolah rendah lama then balik kampung...lepak2 ngan makcik2 sambil bukak cite lama..time kecik2 dulu..hahahah!!
hurm, rasa feverish..cam nak demam lagi...sore throat sume ada..better off now

short stories..
tgh hari tadi...ma decided to go to kb n knowing that she's fasting, aku insisted nak follow(heh, alasan tak??:p)..memula ma kata x payah tp last2 dia kasilaa,heheh..aku pun dgn sronoknye pegi bersiap..turun tingkat atas sambil nyanyi sebaris lagu ciptaan sendiri "i'm going to follow my mumm..lalala"...on the way tuh baru ma bukak cite..dia dgr aku nyanyi tp tpaksa tahan gelak sbb tgh sembahyang..opsss,hehehehe!!

kisah org gile...
org gila:ehh, aku nak kawen ngan ko nih
pempuan:haaa, aku xlehla kawen ngan ko..sbb aku nak kawen ngan dia nih (sambil sesedap hati tunjuk kat jiran dia)
org gila: laa, ko mane boleh kawen ngan dia
pempuan:apsal plak x leh?
org gila:nanti selawat x habis...(time kahwin kan ade selawat mase pengantin sampai :p)

p/s..err boleh eh mcm tuh?

okehh, selamat hari raya aidiladha utk semua..esok jemput dtg rumah makan laksa,yeay yeay !!

...i stopped watching Akadem! coz its so dissapointing..n zah!d wasnt in the episodes most of the time :p lagipun time tuh aku selalu busy nak prepare dinner so xde masa sgt nak mnghadap tv..so i just stick to 'sal!na' and DHAC ...hmm, xdelah best sgt rasanya tp alang2 tgh cuti kat mesia, tgk jelahh kan?kan?sambil2 cuci mata gitu ;)..
.juara lagu pun best,terkekek2 aku gelakkan sar!mah n naj!b..it was fun n honestly aku lega sbb m!sha x menang..coz that 'lagu hantu' xdelah hebat mana aku rasa..tapi apsal susah sgt anu@r zain tuh nak menang eh :p n lagu v!nce pun not bad,heheh...grup 'labah2'??hmm, jarang dgr tp cam best..ntah, x paham sgt ape kisahnye lagu tuh....
..the 3 sisters reunited again..this time the eldest were home for hari raya n the youngest dgn selambanye ponteng sekolah :D went out today to kb...have fun while shopping for adik..balik2 tuh dua org sibuk maingame, sorang lagi ngadap internet..
..aku tertipu!ingatkan dpt surat drpd M4RA utk kasi check pagi tadi, dah sonok melompat2 dlm umah, rupa2nya bile bukak dpt surat penyata..adoii, geramnye!!sakan ma gelakkan aku :D...

*SIGH*

Hmm, nothing to do with anyone but myself..i know promised myself not to worry too much but sometimes i couldnt think straight...okeh, first its the laptop loan..havent heard anything from MARA HQ..isnt practical for me to travel all the way to kl again just to ask for the application status...i knew its being approved but where's the cheque? went to MARA quarters in kb n was told that it's pending at financial dept..sigh..bureaucratic thing...
next, its the wedding..sigh, why do we need to meet other ppl's expectation..konon2 nak senangkan keje diorg utk dtgla...ituhla...inilahh...sigh...i know lagi senang kalu buat time cuti skola tp aku start cuti a week after that..hmm, mane nak pk psl study yg surely tonggang langgang next year..mane nak pk pasal application utk cuti awal...mana nak pk assesment utk sem tuh,sib baik exam most prob xde time tuh...x psl2 aku nak temper ngan sume org..sorry ma :(

...ACCOMPLISHED?...

hehe,things that i'd like to have/do in my life..(randomly listed :p)

1..Going places...arghh arghh, i need money for that..guess thats y there's one nite in our teenage-year, me n l!yana settled on this marriage plan to get RICH easily *big grin*but we're now grown up enough to know that its just another wishful dream...lol! nvm, i'll earn the money myself, go to Mecca as my 1st destination (hopefully together with my parents) and then tour the rest of the countries...$$$!
2...Holiday in the island...so serene...camping and enjoying the outdoor's with a bunch of great frens, thats wat i wanna do there ;) ..heh, anyone interested of coming along?? but mind u, being girl with lotsa dont's it wouldnt be as easy as it sound *sigh
3...Joining dance club (laugh if u may :p) reckon it would be very therapeutic for me,lalalala..nothing extraordinary about this one, just wanna keep fit in a fun way =)
4...Watching live games in the stadium ...hmm, another strange thing for a girl ..any sport would do but preferably basketball or badminton..only had this experience once last year..its footy and as expected, enjoyed it to bits..its the cheering crowd..the togetherness and the spirit...
5...The 3 classical criteria that i look for my 'Mr Future'..lol..a bit out of topic kan?heheh, not many ppl know about this, only the lucky ones ;)...well, its not the Mr Perfect-of-beauty+brain+money coz that fellow would be very busy attending to his admirers and admirees :p...clues? 1- its traditional..2-its a passion we'll share in common..3-its 'thoughtful' in a way..lol!!
6...If no.5 is achievable, this dream would be easier...an indoor court for me at home...yes, that way we wont have to waste our money on movies or dinner...plus it can also be a girls-only court..ohh, keep on dreaming y@tt!!

well well, i shouldnt stop dreaming, should i??

*LONELY DAY*

Huhuhu, my parents's away till tomorrow morning...have something to do in the north..wish i could tag along coz life at home wont be fun without 'em :=D all this while during this hols i spent great time with my mum...literally doing nothing but tailing her. the moment she's home from school around noon, i started to bug and follow her around the house sampaikan dia pun 'rimas'...ahahaha, sorryla ma, lepas nih dah balik melb mane bleh nak buat mcm tuh dah...cak aaa!!

the reason is that my lil sis's back from her hostel n i havent seen her since i went to kl ..she scored in her PMR n then got an offer to go to SBP in tganu..alhamdulillahh...

well well, a day without my mum will make me less energetic :(

WEDDING VS ENGANGEMENT

...heh, nothing to do with me..its my cousin's wedding masa awal2 cuti dulu..this time kenduri belah lelaki kat
!poh..i was from kl with my sisters..sampai umah diorg dah mlm...didnt do much that nite but talked to my close cousin bout her current situation n probs...ayoyo, never thot it would go that way...

...the day b4 kenduri i was totally busy helping out with the chores...heheh, nihla 1st time merasa buat keje2 berat utk kenduri..sebabnye back in my hometown, dah ramai makcik2 yg dtg tolong kat dapur tp this time since kenduri bukan kat kampung, ktrg sebagai relatives nihla yg kena buat sume keje..meriahla bile skali skala bjumpe..makcik2, sepupu sepapat sume dok skali buat keje...dahla sume tuh dekat2 sebaya jeh..lagilah syok bergosip sana sini..artis ituhla, AF inilahh,gelak2 dgn lawak memasing..heheh..start dgn kupas bawang pagi tuh..pastu rest kejap sambung bersihkan ayam..berpartner2 n berlumba2 nak siapkan keje awal :p pastu cepat2 follow al!f, the bride's younger bro pegi town...teman dia carik barang n survey2 digicam..talked about things in our family n his life.. balik2 tuh dah ptg...back to work at nite after tahlil..this time potong2 daging...hahahah..bramai2 kongsi cutting board buat keje sambil borak kat luar rumah..tp kali nih ktrg yg muda2 x byk ckp sgt, tumpang gelak jeh sbb hormatkan yg veteren2 nak berborak...best2!!

the day of kenduri..pagi2 lagi dah masuk dapur utk bersihkan daging..kali nih xdelah seteruk smalam time bersihkan ayam...pastu bile sume dah settle tinggal nak masuk dlm kawah jeh bahan2 tuh aku buatla keje2 ringan...susun2 barang..get ready nak hidangkan lauk pauk...n sambut my eldest bro from kl yg aku jumpe 1st time cuti nih.. sambil2 tuh all the girls(or young ladies) dah diarahkan pegi bersiap sbb ktrg jugakla nak kena menghidang or layan tetamu..hohoho...aku just pakai baju kurung raya yg x pakai harituh..jamuan buat kat khemah2 kat luar, started around 12..so me n the other girls helped with nasi n lauk pauk utk dihidangkan...ulang alik dari living room ke pintu depan..skali skala turun ke khemah nak carik bekas nasi yg kosong(trase cam pencurik jeh time tuh)...tiring yet fun coz time nihla nak kerja ramai2 ngan cousin2 n sedara2 yg lain..mane yg jarang bertegur, time nihla bertanya kabo memasing..well, around 4 pm org dah x ramai sgt n aku pun cam dah nak tergolek sbb penat..too tired sampaikan xleh nak tido...tgk makanan pun x nmpk menyelerakan lagi...malam tuh start kemas2 la plak...sedara2 ramai dah start balik esp yg from kl so ktrg yg tinggal nihla kena buat spring cleaning...sambil ratah2 lauk ayam,hahhaha...esok tuh dah bertolak balik klate...

...after 2 3 weeks, my sister's engangement...hehehe, kan dah kata kalu buat kat umah mmg xyah masuk dapur sgt..nti sesak jeh sbb dah ramai yg nolong..hahahha, aku bjaya curik tulang kali nih..tp xdelah sepenuhnya sbb the nite b4 majlis, aku stay up past 1am ngan c!ksu sebab nak siapkan decor kat living room..actually xde dlm plan but it turned out to be nice ;)...mlm tuh sume org dah tido, ktrg pening kepala cane nak gantungkan bunga2 tuh..akulah tukang ketuk paku..keletuk keletap!!...trase cam lil dwarfs yg wat keje at midnite plak :p

...esok tuh majlis bjalan lancar..personally aku suke baju kak..combination of blue-white..x sia2 ktrg pening2 kepala mase nak beli kain tuh,hahha..nak jadik crite tetiba dia insist aku 'temankan' dia masa majlis.....ahh sudah, keje gila namanye tuh!! aku nih mane bleh dok depan2 org ramai tanpa tersengih..adoi! hohoho, muka aku pun dia yg tolong make-upkan sket2..terbalik, patutnye aku yg tolong dia kan? well, it was a happy day for my family i guess ;)

...everthing went well..satisfied with both the ceremonies ;)

...MAKE IT A POINT TO...

1. become a better person, for herein and hereafter..yup,sometimes we can easily forget why we are created by Allah n our responsibility ..nahh, im not elligible to preach about this thing but maybe to remind each n everyone of us..the truth is we arent perfect but that couldnt be an excuse to all the wrong-doings.I think we dont have to be that 'open-minded' to accept whats obviously forbidden by our religion..another thing is when ibadah becomes regularity and we only do it out of routines...just so that when ppl ask'dah smayang?' kite leh jawab 'dahh...'well, it happened to me :( so insya Allah we try to be istiqamah but at the same time learn to appreciate the beauty of Islam n ajarannye =)

2.work smart for next year..full of challenges and uncertainties...to be in the new environment and ppl, i need to adjust myself quick...try to be more focus on the study and manage the stressful days well...hehe, i'm thinking of starting to do cross-stiching (heh, dont roll ur eyes..i'm not that bad in it :p) just to kill the time...also tempted to join the netball club at uni..but i wanna discuss wif eff!e whether she's still interested or not coz both of us will be very busy next year :p

3.take a good care of myself..hope wont easily catch common cold or any other preventable illness:p yesss yess, it means drink plenty of water, eat well n on time,also avoid the sun(erk, applicable for me ok:p)...or else i'll bore the doctor for seeing me every month or so..

4.check and DELETE my emails everyday, or most of the day,hehehe..have the habit of selectively read the emails n leave the rest till later..

5.be nice to everyone,hahahah..those who know how bossy,hard-headed,mood-swing, sensitive and irrational i am, wish me luck eh?

ok2 enough with the 2-in-1 resolutions a.k.a birthday-in-new-year..it dont have to be more than 10 rite?heheh

THINGS WOULD BE DIFFERENT

...if i have this telepathic power to wander into someone else's mind and learn about that person,or at least understand better...

...if i'm not studying abroad and can always be in town, even not 24/7...

...if i'm gifted with a memory-wiper so that its easier to forget...

TWO DAYS BEFORE A NEW YEAR


p/s..faat!n n far!na not in the picture

...around midnite, received sms wishes...hmm, susahnye nak tido balik bile dah terjaga...keluar rumah around 10 to jln TAR..carik kain utk ma with kak n kak sha..then off to m1dv@lley to meet l1yana there...heh,i accidently bumped into her the day before at k1cc when she asked me to stay late for today ;)...

...went to the fastfood rest..feast on the meals and talked(or rather had to shout)..we've not seeing each other for more than a year so a lot of updates n stories..she gave me this cute lil V.I.P pillow =) continued bersembang kat top floor n later kat ground floor bench(lenguh berdiri)...hmm,macam2 cerita keluar...then pegi browse d1g1cam n i've decided to buy s0ny p43 for my big 22! the price was good n it came with a great external package..yabeyabedoo!! so so happy =) received a call from my bro at home...a gift of streamyx's ...another yabeyabedoo!!

...went to some shops to browse an buy some stuffs...then around 5, we went to the foodcourt for a drink...talking n laughing over the stories n jokes...untill around 530 i heard a familiar-but-it-couldnt-be-true voice wishing my birthday..i turned to my left n suprise suprise!! 1na was there with a bday cake..i laughed out loud coz i couldnt believe it....she asked me to find a lighter myself n when i came back, ez1een was there with her baju kurung..teased her about that :p then hud@ came n slipped an unwanted question from her mouth "eh, faat!n mane?" ayoyo, spoiler betulla..sume org bengkek ngan dia,hahaha

faat!n arrived n we started on the cake..isk, nak kena nyanyi dulu ke??hahahha...macam2 benda pelik berlaku masa nak amik gambo n potong kek but it was all fun ;) i know there'll be another person to join us but i dare not to dream that it's her..yup, far!na si gadis gula.. she gave me her 'gula percuma bulanan'..isnt it sweet? i mean SWEET?kekeke...rupanya makcik sorang tuh curik2 keluar opis semata2 nak dtg m!dvalley..kekekek... too bad l!yana had to leave earlier coz after that, we were enganged in serious talk..n cik gula itulah yg menjadi hostnye...hahahha...eventho ade afew things n jokes yg aku still x paham but i really enjoyed the evening..blastful!

...arrived home feeling so tired n euphoric...showed my newly-bought d!g!cam n later played with my nephew, syak!r...not to forget that kak sh@ actually prepared a choc cake for me that nite n i got back my l!verpool sweater from abg ngah ;)

...a very HAPPY day for me..n i hope the happiness will last for another year, aminn