Wednesday, March 10, 2004

hmm..hadn't had much time to write sumthing. senin and selasa abis klas kul 4 lebih, then lotsa stuff nak kena prepare and read up for this week. Honestly, bile masuk 2nd week dah trase differentnye naik 2nd yer. RIte now bile blaja psl cardio system, everything is new and complicated to me. Even worse, patient-centered learning (PCL) class pun dah jadik sgt2 demanding. MOst of the time bile tutor tanya xleh nak jwb(sib baik dia bukan jenis yg point2 org,, so aku senyap jeh aa kalu x tahu:p)...kekadang tuh trase aa jugak a bit stress up, especially bile tgh struggle nak paham sumthing dlm lecture....tapi Alhamdulillah, that 'emotional' bit didn't last long.Sebab bile pikir2 balik, by right most of the people in the class will experience that too. Even when talking to the locals pun, they will say the same things.So, I'm not the only one who are feeling hopeless. Insya Allah, given some time and effort, things will turn out to be better...n i believe that this is also part of my 'growing' process. Learning to accept 'self-defect' and not to give up:p
Rasanya lagi satu yg menyesakkan kepala aku ialah benda2 yg aku plan tp x terbuat. Heh, rasa buat penat jeh dok pikir nak buat itu ini on that day, tp end up doing nothing but internet-ing till midnite..warghhhh, demmit!!bile dah byk plan x jln, trase x produktif plak...nak getting started tuh paling payah..aiyoo, ini manyak syusyah wooo!!

"yatt, apsal bilik ko nmpk cozy aa??aku dulu x mcm tuh pun..??"

Hehe, see the leg aa beb!! I take it as a compliment...:=D

p/s..sore aku dah 'serak2 garau nih'..adeihhh!!

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