Wednesday, March 29, 2006

8am-5pm

hmmm, never thot that time could fly thisss fast.. i kept losing track of time, i.e i thought today's thursday instead of tuesday and i hardly have time to sit down and do nothing (not to say that i dont do leisure stuff, heapsss;p) in a way, this is to compensate the 'gala time' i had last week but i'm not complaining at all, in fact i enjoy every bit of the day..workhaholic? maybe maybe not. the self-worthiness and satisfaction is just too rewarding, plus i found myself less guilty over my slack in managing time. tiredness is a sure thing but i'll live with it.

its a blessing that i dont get much pressure from the superior colleagues in the hospital to perform like a genius cos i AM NOT, and they acknowledge the fact. most of them expect mistakes and want us to learn through the mistakes, which is so reality-check. another reason that keeps me contented with my clinical experiences.

also, i took a simple approach to ignore ppl's words about the worst-has-yet-to-happen-this year..i've had enough of that in the past that this time around i just snap back whenever ppl started on it. not smugly but exasperately. pls, spare me the whine and let me experience it myself, for whatever stressful-crazy-time-you-claim-it'll-be-for-this-year. i'm trying to be positive here and all i ask for is either some 'you can do it too' or shut up say nothing at all.

this might do for this week..

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

relax laa babe.

Sometimes its not YOU, ppl just say that sbb that is what they experience doing it a year before you. Mcmlaa org yg from old course would say to us,"..during our years..yadayadayada" it's just a validation from their/our point of view.

whatever is said, you'll still going to go throught it your way. So just be cool and take it in stride ok!

Anonymous said...

thanks..

i did sound vain, didnt i? heheh, i know its all about voicing it out...just that i wish ppl can tone down the negativity of things cos i freak out easily, if u know what i mean....

dont worry, i'm just exasperated...nothing personal=)