Tough=)

its not easy to stand tall and keep up the spirit.

all this while, i seems to put myself in a difficult situation where i assume a lot and risk nothing. yes, ppl who knows me well will understand what i'm trying to say here. maybe i've listen to more than enough stories that in the end, i just wanna protect myself from those experiences. a bit of coward u might say. but as time goes by, i figured that i aint gain anything from the self-built shield. not to say that i've thrown away completely the shield though.

i hope no one has misread my writings. nothing is really happening. i'm still the old me who laughs more and sleep even more. sheshh!