Of presentation and babies..

I didnt see the marks coming. for one, i stuttered a few times and for two, i was so over with it. but there's always HIM. Alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah, alhamdulillah. at least, it did something to the nasty inferiority complex.

babies almost always make me forget the world. totally in love.

Morning in Special Nursery Care..

One of the nurses: looks like someone is playing nose to nose..

Me: *Grin (sheepishly)*

you are gorgeous, arent u?

This to miss out??? so not fun =(

Hi All,

Here's the status update for the reunion to be held on the 17th of June.

Confirmed Date: 17th June 2006
Confirmed Venue: SSP Cyberjaya
Confirmed Fees: RM 100 for working alumnis and RM70 for students
Tentative Itinerary:

a) Sukaneka and Senam-Aerobic
Time: 8.30 am

Old girls will be in a group with current students. Group is based on school house ( Emerald, Topaz, Ruby, Sapphire)
Batch in charge: SPM 2001

b) Basketball/Netball
Time: 9.30 am

Old girls VS Current Students. Interested individuals pls confirm your attendance.
Batch in charge: TBC

c) SSP Cyberjaya XploreAce
Time: 9.30 am till 11 am

Old girls only. Total number of teams expected is TBC.
Batch in charge: SPM 2000

d) Tug Of War
Time: 11.30 to 12 pm ++
Old girls + Current Student (tentative)
Batch in charge: SPM 2001

e) Lunch time and break

Food stalls to be set up by the current clubs in SSP. They can make some money for the club fund, and we can help them by buying the tidbits/ drinks.

Heavy lunch might be provided for alumnis by the school.

f) Motivation Talk
Time: 2pm to 3 pm
Batch in charge: SPM 1999

Some guidance for the F4 and F5 students on stuff to do after SPM. The variety of opportunities, not restricted to the conventional career choices etc.....Target speakers: 3 ....others will need to mingle around with the students later...

g) AT last--> Hi Tea
Time: 3pm to 6pm

Here's where the networking begins.....Meeting up with old friends..seniors...juniors.....With scrumptious food :)

hehe, highlighted= i'm excited about...the only thing i didnt highlight is my batch's..cos i'm still wondering are we that motivational back then to be in charge? crazy kids adelaa..and kids, we are still;)

Get the joke??

20 yr old: bla bla...bile dia kawen eh? bla bla...korang nanti kalu kawen nx year jgn lupa jemput..bgtaula awal2 sket, senang nak plan..

23 yr old (1): haa, yelah yelah..

23 yr old (2): haah, korang pun kalu kawen nx year, jgnla segan nak jemput...

23 yr old (1) & (2): LOL

HAH HAH HAH!

miss ko jugak!!

yaaaatttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Message:
hellooo..thank you for the birthday wish,,aku miss giller kat kau and z!la..marilah kite berjumpe di malaysia , buleh la kite main basket lagiii

tak jemput pun aku gi australia, kita bolehkan kalahkan budak2 neighbourhood kau main basketball!!!
I hope you are having a good time overthere....nak jumpa kau sangat2 !!!!!aku maybe balik melesia bulan lapan ni, selama sebulan je...sempat ke jumpe?

love,$har

Home is where my heart is...

seems like everyone's heading home for the school hols..even my eldest busy-bee brother is coming home..syak!r, syahman, umar, aq!l..

homesick*sigh*

i'm entering panic-vulnerable zone *double sigh*

Season 1..finished

' I know you are searching for things and i hope with all my heart you will find answers to your questions, but the answers that you are looking for are closer than you think. they are in you heart, and the hearts to those who are close to you. and that is rite here at home. In your life, you are gonna go to some great places and do some wonderful things, but no matter where u go or who u become, this place will always be with u. There is only...'

i think i shouldnt and wouldnt stop watching eventho the exam's nearing. kamikaze laaa.

Of no importance...

decided to go thru the pics...uhhh, it hurts to see how much they've taken and changed our old place..come to think of the upcoming gathering, i can make it if i want. lets say my exam finished on 16th, i can catch up the midnite flight and reached KLIA on the day itself. Get someone to pick me up and off we go to school. haaaa, would be very much fun isnt it..would give anything for that but it couldnt be anymore wishful than that =(

finally, i got to watch BB but i must say the ending failed me. nope, failed all of us actually. hmmm, it was a-ok but read this..

'aku nak tgk telenovela venezuela salmonella..'
LOL

rite, i'll write some more next time...

When thursday's always my bad day...

these two excites me...

1. My mum retired today. Since her birthday fall during school holiday so today's officially her last day of being a teacher, tho i bet she'll forever be called 'teacher' by her students. I'm so happy. why? for the obvious reason, next time i'm home my mum's gonna be there for me 24/7. how GOOD is that? ok ok, she's not that available actually considering her side activities=D another 5 months to go and in a meantime, i'm gonna occupy myself with study, frens, this and that...

2. Few weeks back, i replied my fren's sms to say that i cant (obviously) attend her wedding this end of the month. this chilhood fren of my is graduating from medical school and im suprised but happy to hear about this tying-the-knot business. nway, this morning i received another sms from her saying that she's gonna be honeymoon-ing in melb from 15-22nd June and asked whether she can visit me?? OF COURSE, my dear...i'm more than happy for the thought. Exam finishes on 16th insya Allah so its nice to have something coming up right after that..

put off?

oh yeah. malas nak cerita.

It's 5:30...

and i just finished 8 episodes of OTH.*smug* yes, it suprised the housemates to see me awake during those hours. actually, thanks to the little temperature i had last nite that put me in bed from 8 till 12. then i thot i could do better than sleeping throughout the nite so i proceed with my weekend plan- do the marathon.

what a well-spent saturday nite!

I have...

-a very productive week and so relieved by that. getting there with my DLA notes, motivated enough to look up for the things i saw/heard in the ward/clinic. so it was good.

-lost 3kg for this year alone. without me doing anything. how great it is cos i never thought i could after getting back to the normal weight last year. that leaves me with another 2kg to go for my target.

-been suffering from short term memory loss and near-accidents lately, not to forget lost in my own world. bad.

-watched Da Vinc! c0de last nite. glad i read the book prior to that. very much enjoyed the movie and the companies themselves. that small reunion,heheh...and yes, i was attentive throughout the movie thanks to the nap i had earlier.

-been telling myself to call home but havent do so...

-a quick sleep-in this morning. was aiming for longer actually but end up tossing and turning. haihh...

Confirmed...

finally, we can say that we are going...wheee!

Tag??

this is from cik Far!na...

10 things i do when i feel so stressed out ..

1. Total submission to HIM. As i grow up, i learnt and noticed a lot of things. One would be that Allah never fails me. No matter how hard life is or how lonely i feel, to know that HE never leaves me alone gives me strength. Tapi manusia mmg mudah lalai, hanya mendekatkan dgn DIA bila dalam kesusahan. Malu...

2. Sleep. As ppl always say, sleep on it and when u wake up...thing isnt that bad after all. Tapikan selalu terjadi, perkara yang menyusahkan hati itu masuk dalam mimpi..

3. As what most of the woman would do, drain the tears duct. orang kata boleh membersihkan mata juga..maybe sebab itu alhamdulillah, aku masih tak perlukan kacamata.

4. Quiet. i know when i'm crancky, i can be annoyingly sensitive and quick tempered. so, kindly give me some space to cool down.

5. Talk/write. whichever i'm comfortable doing or whoever company i've got at that time. eventho i find it harder to practise this method nowadays, but i know in the past it helped me a lot. and yes, i'm very selective and the number is shrinking.

6. Would like to hit the basketball board. and score!

7. Would like to be somewhere with a silent company. No word but presence..

8. Maybe read good books. The ones that would make me forget the world.

9. Maybe watch feel-good movies. and sleep halfway through the story.

10.Hyperactive on rare events.

I'm tagging...
1.Syu
2.Nisa
3.Peah
4.Hani Salim
5.Niesa
6.Hani Izhar.
7.Alysha
8.Tuty
9.Shera

Today's highlights...

- Meet J, my dearest mate.. after more than a year of not seeing each other, i'm convinced that she's still the same J i used to confide in and laugh with..to spend our time catching up with each other would be one of the things i look forward in the next 4 weeks in D hospital..

-Play with baby Shahm!y..he's adorable, believe me! Allah had a better plan for me since i've been putting off the idea to visit him due to lacking time and he's now 5 months old. how nice it was to bump into the family while waiting for the bus, invited for tea and sent home afterward.

I'm grateful, insya Allah..

The card says...

Post-entry: i made a mistake by putting my mum's name on the dedication card. hmm, being ignorant as i always am. no, my mum's actually fit and healthy=)


For the day, i joined...
got the medallion..
be part of the birthday celebration...
and acted like badut sarkis before playing rounders and bola beracun...
I may not be the happiest person now, but these really made my day..

p/s..only for today's event...i've got lotsa pink-ishhh pics to share;) and L0ve Actually remains my favourite movie ...

Another May girl...

Babe,
Happy Birthday..
May Allah bless you with happiness and serenity..
You are definitely a strong woman in the making..

I'll take this chance to thank you for being great at reading my mind and never stop from being true to me..take care=)

jangan risau...

rajuk aku tak lama kerana dgn mereka jugalah aku menangis kemudiannya...dgn mereka jugalah aku sought comfort..

makanan sudah kembali ada..kupaksa diri pergi grocery shopping....satu aktiviti yg kurang best dilakukan sorang2 tp terpaksa sbb kalu tunggu weekend utk pergi ramai2, alamat kelaparanla...

dah 3 hari balik rumah tak baca buku...kenapa?

targetku untuk menonton Da Vinc! C0de movie, mulakan OTH, meneruskan Narut0...dan berBBQ weekend ini...

Today?

- ate my last slice of bread this morning. huhuh, there goes my 'instant' meal. made extra effort for egg sandwich cos i was practically starving since the nite before. What're left on my food shelf: nestum, milk, kurma, (uncooked)pasta, tinned tuna and jam.sigh

- they changed the comm skills workshop to this arvo. yes, i was asked to do the role play for that and hardly prepared anything. here's the brief instruction: you are concerned about ur daughter's asthma and want to have her check....speak no English....interpreter..slightly tense introverted person..lower the volume of voice..hesitate before answering....avoid eye contact...do tell the doctor what's happenning...when asked about ur husband you become very upset and nervous, started crying...embarrased...you do slowly reveal.
fuhhhhhh, it wasnt easy as u would imagine. we had about 20 ppl in the session and i had S, and indian msia as the Malay interpreter. i really had to block my mind from listening to her interpretation, otherwise i would be on the floor laughing my head off..just a sneak preview of what happened
Doctor: so hows the asthma going?
Interpreter: jadi, macam mana asthma itu sudah pergi??
Mother: (tolongggggg, aku nak gelakk aku nak gelakk!!)*chuckled* hmmm, sudah kena 10 kali dalam tahun nih (sambil tunjuk sign 10 dgn tangan)..

dah, yg lain2 tak ingat. thank god, i didnt get do to the crying part..dah cuak dahh..matiii, mcm mane nak blakon part tu depan2 sume org....ehem, mase tgh nak get ready tuh sempatla check out on H...dia senyum jeh tgk aku..hahahhaha, kachhh nye dia xoxo

-so so hungry when i reached home. too lazy to cook rice or pasta, i settled for kurma before off to 'nite' nap. rasa mcm nak nangis pun ade sbb lapar. lps tuh minta ihsan Z for 2 slices of bread n made myself milo-nestum. jadiklaa tuh...nmpk gaya plan nak masak pasta utk bekal pun tinggal plan jelahh..mim alif lam sin sungguhh (err, betul ke jawi aku tuh?)

How's paediatric?

the things that i enjoy most

- there are a bunch of happy and contented ppl around the hosp called paediatricians..they might be on the move most of the time and dont hv much time to entertain us, but when they do they'll teach good stuff. they can be teasy and funny at times, which makes them fun to learn with . i've had good experiences with Dr AW & DG for bedsite tutorials especially.

-ED(emergency dept) has been fulfilling too. lotsa 1st hand experiences and good contact with ppl. yes, cant deny that we sometimes being ignored by the busy-bee dr.'s but there'll always someone who are willing to take us thru things and ackowledge our presence. so its not all sweet and ideal but i'd say, still good.

-seeing how the doctors interact with their little patients. they really know their stuff and it really gives a good impression. while us students struggle on making frens the kids, its all breeze to them.

-i'm happy with my case study topic but i've got limited time (and motivation) to sit down and put my effort on it. so it ended up with could've-been-better assignment. nothing i can do really, i'm never good with academic writing.

-my MMC group. 2 caucasian blokes, 4 chicks of malay, indian, chinese and caucasian. dynamic and fun to work with. ohh and H, he's definitely a gentleman;)

-my study group with A,B and S. we meet up weekendly and talk about our appointed topic over some munches. take off some of the stress from the BIG BUNDLE of study that we need to do..i'd say we're doing fine with the discussion plus some side-tracks =p

- when i'm busy, i think of the crap less. when i'm busy, i feel better. when i'm busy, time flies. when i'm busy, again i think of the crap less.

but the hardest thing is actually

-to resist the temptation to cuddle the little babies, pinched the cheek of chubbby girls and ruffle the shy (blushy!) young boys's hair. gerammmmm!! hehehe, u know the time when u need to listen to the doctor's talking to the parents but all you actually wanna do is to play with the kids....sometimes i couldnt help making eye contacts/facial gestures with them before i realised that i missed on the doctor's words...keh keh keh!

When it comes to sports...

i've had my fair share of FUN and JOY...

- be it basketball years in KMB or netball years here, i made a lot of good frens. the ones that i might never be in the same class, same uni or even same residence with them. in other words, its the few hours in the court that brought us together and the bonding bloomed outside the games. the warmth stays. nope, words failed me this time but i can assure u, its one of the sweetest things...

- i'm not competitive. i play for fun and frens.to play under pressure is never my skill but if i'm feeling good, i'll keep up with it. that means NOT to play against the team who really wanna win, as in REALLY REALLY wanna win. if thats the case, i'm off...

-used to be injury-prone..hehe, had few incidents before and made me a lil bit cautious now. haihh, sakitlaa patah2 tgn nih.

-ppl said i'm funny in the court. even made my teammates laugh while playing the game but yeahhh, klutz is me.. what exactly i did??? HAH, as if i'm gonna tell =p

-i believe to be a good defender, you need to be all alert but to those who's playing the attacking position, ur forgiven to be a bit blur..HAH HAH HAH!!

-to lose the game is one thing, but to have the referee came to one of the players and said 'to me, your team is the better team' is totally another thing. win or not, we played our game.

Dear Nisa...

its already 11am on July, 7th here...so here goes my wishes

Happy Birthday girl !! may Allah BLESS u always and many HAPPY returns in the future.. i'm sure u'll have a good time today...enjoy it ok=)
and also we havent been in contact for quite some time but trust me, ur msg-es never fail to cheer me up..many thanks, sis!
take care...

out of words??

in the middle of phone conversation..

me: hmmmmmm..
ma: lama tak telefon. cemana?ape cerita?
me: hmmmmmm..tuh aaa (senyap)..saje, card dah habis. lama tak dgr suara ma (senyap)
ma: haa, tuhla..lama rasa tak telefon..
me: hmmmm(senyap)
ma: bile exam?
me: hmmmmm, sebulan lagi (senyap)
ma: nih yg bertulis ke?
me: hmmmmmmm,haah (senyap)
ma: kak dah 14 hari dah..pantang
me: hmmmmm (senyap)
ma: eh, ke tak tahu lagi kak dah bersalin?
me: hmmm, tahu..
ma: ade ke kwn2 balik nih? cuti winter nanti?
me: hmmm, tak tahu. ade kot (senyap)
ma: ada problem ke?
me: hmm, tak tahu...(senyap)

after a while
me: takpelah ma, taktau nk ckp ape dah. telefon lain kali la kot.
ma: haa, nih call direct kan. nti call lagi, boleh ckp dgn kak psl baby dia..
me: hmmmmmmmm..bye

sebetulnya...aku merajuk =(