p/s Do write again

I dont want all these to get drowned in my sore feeling, so i choose to write again.

-how great the bridal shower was for 2 lovely ppl here. i wish all the happiness for their next chapter of life. they surely deserved every sweetness and contentment a marriage promised. as always, to be with those bunch of girls was never without great laugh. i guess to charade English movie in the 1st part was easy enough, but wait till u know what's in the 2nd part of Malay movie. ok, just imagine how i acted out Tipah Tert!pu without the everyone-knows-lines to say? heeeesshhh, some others were Embun, Tangkai Jering, Ahmad Albab, Ibu Mertuaku, Sembilu (!!!!) eccentric tak hingatt..OMG, wish i could get hold of the video..would be something worth reminiscing in a few years' time ahead.

-how i-could-not-find-the-best-word-to-describe-this-feeling the road trip to W!lson's Prom was. the finale adventure for us. hmm, really should thank them for inviting us to join in this year. it made a hell lot of difference in my life here, i must say. pictures taken, jokes shared ( boleh tak, seseorang membebel tak tahan sejuk pastu letak tangan dekat speaker???ape lagi, yang dua org ini pun seronokla membuat lawak konon lagu pasang kuat sgt pastu letak tangan dekat aircond..bergegar seats belakang tuh dgn gelak ketawa!) poses acted, food finished up( yes, we so love aktiviti cicah-cicah!), long stroll taken, not to forget a failing attempt to re-create Bla1r W1tch Pr0ject (uhukkk, sebijik macam budak2 berlari nak kejar sales)..teheee, it was superduper FUN and JOYFUL 12 hours we had. but for me, the best part was when everybody lied flat in the big room, all cramped and packed up. next to each other. it felt like a big family. well, it is.

-i found the ring. a gift from my parents for SPM. it's been a year and half since i last said ' ya Allah, kalaula ia rezeki aku temukanlah semula'. eversince then, i didnt put any hope as i thought i've lost it in the middle of my sister's wedding. to have it happened almost a year after i lost my bracelet's gift for 21st birthday numbed me ( who wouldnt, after crying heart out after the 1st unfortunate event?). cut the story short, i was doing my usual spring-cleaning-before-flying-home and casually opened up one of the boxes and there it was, waiting for me. i cant describe how i felt. tried to call mum to share the joy but couldnt get through. it was only after a few weeks before she went off to Tanah Suci since she mentioned how she'd like to spring clean the cupboards at home in case the ring got lost in there. that very night, i dreamt of my mum. i must be wishing hard to talk to her about this not-for-trade-sentimental-values. Alhamdulillah. this small episode in life taught me well about hopes, HIS mercy and mysterious plans.

-It feels good to have everything ready to be gifted away to everyone's in home country. it feels like sharing my opportunity to be here with the rest. the thought that counts, it goes without saying. i've collected some while in NZ and topped up with 2 days of good shopping. the satisfaction and anticipation to see the smiles excites me more than the cringe of not being able to pamper myself (well, i did get away with a few actually. its called self-reward=p) it feels really good, indeed.

-The best analogue to my life now is baby step. walk a step, fall down. rise up. try to walk another step, fall down. rise up again. cries and giggles along the way.