Stay awaY*

...still about the placement..really need for istikharah..academic-wise, we are of advantages to go to fr@nkston ..we'll have better patient's contacts with only 7 of us as compared to 60++ in MMC..plus i heard some positive things about that teaching hosp..but we have to consider about our comfort zone...story would be diff if we haven't settled down here...only rumours heard about the accomodation there..battle about the transport back n forth..pls dont question about me getting a car coz i didnt get an approval from my loved ones, ok!

..then come the issues of social support..at most there'll be only one familiar person going there for each sem..the rest is all half-strangers...call it survival skills and new experiences..with the toppings of no halal butchers or dine-away's nearby..oh, did i mention about the high crime rates??

...as much as i need someone to talk to, i might sulk in the talk..wont be good at all coz i've been lashing ppl out for the past few days..mounting guilt but thats the price i have to pay for being the plain me..even the stranger got hit by me, wat can u say??