melancholy

i love melb but at the same time i dont wanna leave home, my comfort zone. the fact that i'll be leaving on weekend and there'll be more family members sending me off to KLIA kinda bug me too. cos that means somehow i feel obliged to appear strong and composed at departure which i dont think i quite possible this time. unexpected things that happened during this hols put me in yo-yo mood. of course i appreciate their kindness and thought but..i know, very ungrateful of me.

will write more on this but first thing i need to do now is betulkan niat. pergi sana utk belajar kerana Allah.